The "We" Essence

The word, "We" is very much the missing element in my 6 years relationship.

Both of us are seen together outside, at his house and mine. But, what have WE really established other than being seen externally as a couple?

Never once did we talk about our future together. "Our Plans" have never existed at all.

Is it the memories the binding factor that holds us together for 6 years or is it really love? I really can't tell.

Last night I finally spoke to him about it (his plans for our future). And his "anything can happen" seems to end the conversation. Yes, anything can happen. But does it mean that you stop planning for the next day, the day after, the next month and the next year?

Is "anything can happen" defined as 'planning for the next second'?

I'm a strong believer in 'Anything can happen', but it doesn't stop me from planning 5 years ahead of time and change as things goes. Maybe its just ME.

It appears to me that he is not even sure if I'm The One. That's a very sad thing. What am I worth to him? I've never known my importance in his life.

And today, he broke the news to me. He couldn't get a local U admission. And his dad will not want him to do his degree in other U in SG. There seems to be only 1 option - study overseas. Like I said before, I don't believe in long distance relationship. I think he don't as well.

But at least for today, we're talking things in a We context. But I don't think we'd be we for long.