clouded.touched.

I'm really touched that my dear Sarah called me after seeing my email to update on myself & get updates on others.
Friends....I love u guys too!

Volunteer to be with me, to listen, to keep quiet when I sob quietly over the phone. (Thanks dearie)

At this point of time, I have no idea what other songs can be better than this song by Oasis - Stop Crying Your Heart Out.

When will I happily stop crying and look forward to joining him (holiday) or his coming back? - I'd change it when I'm finally fine. *Grinz*

I have manage to come to terms that he is going (not like I have a choice lor), and we both have sorted things out like grown-ups. Now is just he parting part. Being apart for months before I can see him! HOW CAN!?

Yes I'm whining again. If you're complaining, try putting yourself in my shoes. 6 lovely years together and now apart? Not easy. Its never easy when norms are no longer the norms.

Now, I'm just hopeful for the future, pray vamps stay away from him. He's afterall a fantastic man can. But he's mine ladies & 'Gents' *Grrrr*

I do have plans to join him. But I'm leaving all these planning to after he leaves and after I'm emotionally stable again.

For now, every millisecond is important.

I'm cherishing it. dearly.