Happy Birthday Dad!

it was dad's birthday yesterday, but we celebrated on saturday with my uncles n families...

dad was so touched when all of us sang him birthday song that he almost shed tears..when people get older, they get more emotional...

he's 50 yrs old this year...wish him health & happiness...think he liked the seiko watch we got him, its nice leh....ha....tempted to get 1 for myself too..

now at work, woke up with migraine...plus the monday blues...omg...but at least i've got a facial booking this evening...something to look forward to...

my colleagues are leaving this company, think once 2008 arrives...and the sales team will be down to just 2 person, me and another asst manager...and she's gonna leave too...

seems like my luck at getting a job is not that good...haiz....everyone's planning to leave..including myself, my plans are after CNY...handling blanga & indians everyday, trying to decipher their language is really a pain and it makes u lose your patience after 2-3 calls..

its so obvious that the sales team has lost its fighting spirit and yet the boss is not making any efforts to bring it up...i wonder what plans he has if all leaves...there's simply no direction..haiz..

2008 please bring everyone better luck....

yet another funeral...

my uncle passed...another funeral to attend....its the 4th funeral since October. what a cursed year...he passed on tues late night...and i only knew on wed evening..mum & i will be going to his wake tonight...to pay our last respects..

its a relieve for him thou, he suffered from brain & kidney cancer, went through ops..imagine the pain he went through...so, now his pain ended...good for him...rest in peace...

finally some good news, MY MAID IS HERE! Hurray! heard of the news yesterday evening and lighten me up alittle bit..

it means i can have more facials & going out....hehe..

and its dad's birthday this coming sat. bros & i got him a seiko watch, damn nice..i got the urge to keep it for myself...hope he likes it thou...its the 1st time in my 22 yrs that i have him such an exp gift..but its worth it thou...

its finally friday again.....then i'd have 2 days off the irritants... ~sigh of relieve~
somehow in this office, the sales team is not motivated and all suffering from low morale..not just 1, but ALL of them...but the boss is not doing anything to salvage the problem, instead, kept pressing them for sales amd more sales...poor sales people..good thing i nv agreed to joining them as sales consultants...

im thinking of a new haircut, im so damn sick of my hair...botak is not an option, i'd get ditch & sacked i guess..haha..but its rather interesting, i quite like it. i regretted not going with yogesh to the dove brest cancer campaign months back...u're asked to shave your head...cool right..

shouting for maid...salvage my social life.....

another week passed.. ~gosh~ its darn hectic and I NEED A MAID!

i seriously FAIL darn badly as a housemaker..doing ironing for just 1-2 hours is enough to drive me nuts. just ironing n ironing...omg..think i'd fall into depression if i had to do it 7 days a week..

my social life's in a mess...the last time i met sarah n gang was like...1 month ago? at timbre..

the last time i met my primary school friends was like...in april during my birthday...

the last time i met my wife (cindy) was like.....i seriously can't remember..

at least i met my poly friends just 2-3 weeks ago...we're gonna meet up soon when Joe comes back..

so my end of year resolution, get my social life back in order when the maid comes..

please people, lets just meet up k....i miss u all....

i've somehow found out the fact, somehow lost in me after i've been with him for so long, that, i fucking need to catch up with my friends! not meeting in like months? thats seriously not the way..no wonder my social life's in a big mess..everyone's all over the place...

work's been as busy, frustrating..but at least i got a job..i just got to know that..my company doesn't pay out 13th month, and variable bonus.....is really a VARIABLE....which means if my boss decides to declare that the coy is not earning enough, then...im paid monthly without the motivational big B - BONUS

he wants us to work late - but don get the building maintenance to have the aircon on till late.

he's planning to get us to work on weekends (and i mean 7 days a week) - but don get extra pay & no aircon, no windows ventilation..

and still the company doesn't earn...ridiculous....doesn't he understand the meaning of EFFICIENCY?

anyways, i've got plans next yr after CNY...c how it goes...*fingers crossed*

and to my dearie...if he reads this... - im not forcing you to do anything, its all your decision eventually..whatever the decision, i still do love u... (mushy right!) but bear with it buddies..

somehow, we cant talk properly face to face...typing it out is always easier way to express...that explains why sarah voted in superlatives in facebook - "text until they can text no more" - she's observant ya..ha...

time to crash - shag fm the sweeping n mopping..omg...

Quote of the day - "Speaking as a simple woman, i yearn for love & happiness"

love..deaths...funerals - screw 2007

finally december...then x'mas then new year..hurray..screw 2007...

its been a lousy year...so many deaths around me...

just attended a funeral yesterday, my dad's mentor, my grandpa's ex-worker's son..41 yrs old...quite a sad background..heard that dad's mentor (the deceased's dad) has a wife who's rather pretty but mental...and his son (the deceased) fell during his NS days, injured his head and became a retard..after being a retard for 20 over years, the old injury came back and claimed his life...and there goes, 'pop' and nothing's left...

that's life people...

previously, think during the 3rd week in november, my mum's neighbour's husband died suddenly in Malaysia, heart attack..a few seconds..'pop' and gone..he left behind 1 daughter about 12 yrs, 1 son of i think only 4 yrs old, and another new born...and a mother & wife..

again, that's life...poor thing right..that's why, SCREW 2007...

and today...im gonna talk about triangle love relationship..sad to say, such things happen in this world..no offence to anyone, no finger-pointing or whatsoever..just a thot..

A has a gf B, and A also has a gf C who's a 3rd party..

put yourself in the shoe of B..how would you feel if you found out that your loved 1 is loving someone else at the same time? You're not the only 1 that you think you are in his life, the unique, special girl/boy..it sucks isn't it...well, it really sucks when B treats A like diamond and gives her all in that relationship...but, if B is a self-centered notorious woman..then well, its fine then....B deserves it then..

then, put yourself in the shoe of C, the 3rd party..some may feel that she's pitiful and has to carry this 'underground' relationship..but, why in the 1st place do you want to fall into this silly trap? knowing that the nail on the wall will hurt you when u knock against it, y don't you avoid it and find a better wall..probably a cushioned-wall like wat woodbridge has...

Will anyone holding the character of C ever put herself in the shoes of B? you're all of the same sex..taking for instance now that, its a BGR...both B & C are all women who in someway yearn for a man's only love..so how painful would it be to know that...its now being shared...

i donno about the others, but i wont be able to take it if i know that my man's a 'shared man'..i'd be more than in a hurry to ditch him, cry and carry the pain n move on till i heal..no one shares my man..not in any lifetime..

lastly A, would a genuine good man want to hurt his so-called 'only love'? is there such thing as 'only love' in a man's mental dictionary? its subjective...my conclusion on this is, if a man has a good, giving gf, he/she jolly well appreciates him/her n love with all their might...its hard to come by..don only cherish him/her when you lose it..its pointless n always too late..

its a subjective thot, so its just pure mine with no discrimination...love is such a...pain in the ass, but yet ppl revolve ard it..again..thats life..

hmm...i just wish that such drama won't ever happen in any of my life..cuz if it does, its the end of my trust in love that i built up these years..it'd be all gone n forever gone..my life's too revolved ard him..tooo much..its like a london bridge, if it breaks, it takes years and years of building before it all goes back to norm..but norm will never be the norm like before...people change..

just days ago, i was talking to my youngest brother, he told me, stop revolving my life so much ard him...

easier said than done...my small grps of friends have their own clicks n dates...and its hard that we meet...and seriously, i don trust ppl outside my circle..its hard to meet new people..but, i do haf this feeling that..somehow, subconsciously, i do feel that a small portion of me is drawing out, to protect myself..its so unpredictable that i think i want to protect myself, reduce the aftermath..

after this long write, im gonna watch heroes season 2...its god-damning nice! and if anyone comes across a school that offers professional certificate in copywriting, please email me..