laze...relax....fret...shoe-dreaming..

im watching show at crunchyroll, drinking tea while writing...im in a lazy mood..

1st week in the job after a few months break, is exceptionally tiring..ha..feel like my bones are giving way...age.....hmmm.. i've been too tired to blog..now is the time...

---work---
the work is rather dry, i get so bored in the afternoons, especially after lunchtime..maybe cuz im still new, so not much work other than admin stuff is passed to me....i should just wait and see...for the money, why not, i'm not at a loss...

my work place is filled with women..omg..i can't bear the tot...last friday i went for lunch with the girls, and their shopping iternary after eating is MAKE-UP...something totally foreign in my life.."which blusher suits me?" - everyone of them looks the same, is there any diff? ha...i feel so 'man' suddenly..

1 thought came to my mind...does my darling feel that way each time i step into a shop to look at clothes and shoes? ha....i kinda felt how general men felt when they go shopping with their girls..poor thing...BUT that doesn't stop me from going shopping whenever we're out dear!

---birthday---
talking about shopping, i bought a pair of shoes for darling (hope he really likes it). it was a birthday present..im cracking my brains to find a place for dinner tomorrow night..its his birthday...every time this year i find a guilt wriggling out of me..

every year, he'd celebrate & surprise me..ha..yet me, i really couldn't think of anything special...im trying hard dear..now im fretting over what the program will be tml...HELP! i just hope he enjoys his day...his happiness is mine too....mushy right..haha...the power of love..

---twilight---
power of love leads to another thing...i've been reading a book, Twilight by Stephine Meyer. the story revolves around a girl named Bella, who fell in love with a vampire Edward...yah, i know its just like a typical old fashion love story. but the way the author writes, makes you mesmerise in this ridiculous story, makes you feel so in love....im loving this story so much...

probably i've been in a relationship for so long, i kinda miss the feeling of falling in love...i miss having butterflies in my stomach, blushing when you see the person....but, it doesn't mean im tired of my current relationship..its a different thing..

but still, i strongly recommend this book...the author uses simple English, and once you read it, you get dragged into their world..we all live in a practical world, so sometimes its nice to be immersed in some fantasy..

---shopping---

i bought a pair of shoes for myself too...!! from pretty fit...its only $33.90! very comfortable too!

i have to say, pretty fit has nice designs now...they have improved alot compared to what they were at first..their bags, shoes, accessories are nice....

i fell for a pair of pig skin shoes too...very comfortable..but its ex....$79.90...im missing it alot..hmmmm..how??!! there's simply too many things i want to buy..there's another pair of shoes that i WILL be getting for myself from Prima Vera..its my favourite shoe shop..their shoes & bags are rather pricy, but its of good quality....HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!

my shoe indulgence is uncontrollable.....i have to work more to earn money to satisfy them..tml's monday...i dread the blues...it always come to me..how can i stop the blues every week? adjusting to the environment is.....tough...i have to work harder on it...bless me..