but, i tot about it, its so much like this movie, the editor, Miranda Priestly. Mr. Tyrant was far worse than her. am i exaggerating? NO!
i tendered today, but only got to be 'commanded' to speak to him. (pointed a finger at me, & signed me to walk over to him) *freaking rotten asshole*
he spoke to me, said that he heard abt my tendering (calling it a miscommunication) with Ms. P & said i was being disrespectful if i don't give this job a try. & if i were to leave without giving it further try, i'd be a loser but if i try, i'd be a winner. (what the heck? devils talk like this?)
since last night, i kept telling myself, whatever happens, no matter how high an amplitude he shouts, i have to keep my calm & maintain a determined eye contact & firm stand on my decision. i did it!
i inisted on leaving, not like he persuaded me at all. giving me a road to choose as thou i was at dead ends. c'mon, the world is round, millions of companies exists. there's no such thing as i can't survive without his offer!
finally, he pointed his fat fingers in my face & said, GO. i replied, GOOD, took my bag & left without another word. he did say loudly to his PA cum HR slave to cancel my contract....
adrenaline rushed through me & a sense of relief set in as i stomped out of that hell..my 2 and a half days trip in hell was over....
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this 3 days.....eye opener, strong impact in how i view life, at least, my life..
i've been into a communist company....where only what Mr. Tyrant says is important, the rest, to hell with it...
i cant deny the fact that i do admire the questions he threw at his 'slaves' when he felt it wasn't right. he was quick n sharp.
but being demeaning....not acceptable...thinking that he's almighty....as thou he's all that's left in the world...if he's really Almighty, i'd really stop believing & respecting the existence of Gods...lucky he's not.... *whosh*
my point is, if Mr. Bill Gates don't behave like Mr. Tyrant, what right does it give Mr. Tyrant to abuse his authority? if he doesn't respect people, how do they look up to him? we're all slaves of money, it doesn't hurt abit to make it slightly easier to earn money, with respect & dignity...
respect, dignity & pride makes up the majority of me. i realised the importance of working extra hard when you're young & make a spare boat to fall back on. it leaves u a choice of your own. rather than to be subjected to humilation & 'blackmail'.
these memories will be left in my mind for a long time to come, always reminding me of how Mr. Tyrant is and the options he gave me (the dead end options), it will always remind me that, i control my own life, i take it to where i want it to be as long as i can control it, unless nature sets in...
i guess it'd be a good example to make me appreaciate my future bosses better..haha...
back to jobhunt Esther. this time im taking my cousin's & darling's advice - "take your time to find a job, somethings can't be rushed" - i seriously believe it now my dears...
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