internal conflicts...

Its a week of true colors.

Sly fox in the company (the boss) is threatening to kill headcount of another department if sales doesn't increase. Meaning, rice bowl of another colleague lies in the hands of our sales. Wicked.

And he's critising that our team's pipeline of leads is lousy. We worked god-damned hard for it ok! And yet he effortlessly critised. Its very demoralising and hurting.

And he said I'm a slow worker. Handling things from the front end to the back end. I've already tried my best. I owe him no explanation. I guess he just wants someone to put 48 hours into 24 hours. That equivalent to asking for the moon.

Anyway, I'm still in office, waiting for time to meet my poly buddies. And I have a long wkend ahead!

Now everyday, the only thing in my mind is FIND A JOB SOON! Gosh, its either my luck's really colored black or the job market's really in bad shape or its my asking price and my experience that has the problem. But I seriously need help soon man!

Cheers for the long weekend! HURRAY!