in need of a new starting point

im desperately looking for job..

i've got an interview this thursday evening. but this coy doesnt look like the kind i like. more of an education and training industry. kinda boring. but as long as i get the exposure to marketing, why not. its not too bad also.

i finally realised why he refuses to confirm me. cuz once he does that, he needs to include me in the bonus payout this month-end. thats why he's dragging it. disgustingly sickening right? i got to only know about this today. and i finally made it very clear to my manager, i will not sign any confirmation letter if it finally appears.

and now, he's trying to lure a new girl in my coy in another dept to join the sales and marketing team. according to my manager, he stopped her from elaborating about turnover rate here, and refused to tell her the mission-impossible sales quota here. LIAR..i have a liar as a boss.

worse still, he tried to pain a beautiful picture of the sales team. so gross to even think of it as beautiful. maybe its a pile of beautiful shit she needs to face when she's here. saying we all will provide her with the existing leads pipeline. awwww...hope she wont be that stupid to agree without talking to my manager.

im hoping that this thursday's interview will be the start of all other interviews. gimme more interviews! ha..im going crazy here while pinning for 6pm and thinking about new job every single minute.

other than work, everything else's fine and normal. happy with how things are going with my family and love life of course. just worried about the U postings that will be out i think in april. hopefully they/he will give me a good birthday present. i just need a better job with good prospects.